No, nothing, no crowd, silence …. the same bloody silence again and again.
We are dead, really we are dead, the same practical and smart peoples. No, I don’t hate, I just don’t … infact, I can’t. I feel pity, but on whom, I do not know.
Is it for me for just being a mere part of a helpless generation?
Is it on the people who are going for hunger strikes?
Is it for the people who are going on hunger/work strike and violence not knowing that they are not helping but spooling the whole sensation?
Is it for the people who are quiet because it does not affect them or even profit them.
We read books on revolutions, we read Bhagat singh, we watch Rang De Basnti and forget all. A sensation of moments and then after few minutes, we again became involved in our messengers, outlook, emails, orkut and blogs. We watch Rang De Basnti and discuss that the way in which people only find solutions in killing people is wrong. We discuss that in our lunches and after that we forgot that even today MIGs are continuously being crashed and no big enquiry or stir in media. What kind of sensation it is?
We just forgot that what was the purpose?Whispering in front of some friends do not make the campaigns, crying over a few persons never going to make any change. We just think that some people have moved in the ways to make the same issue alive and they will come in, if the things will knock their doors or someone will come to them to call them fro doing something. We feel foolish, if someone will see us being the part of some crowd. Our parents will think what? For what reason, we have came out of our homes, for studying na …., then let the students making protests, who are interested in politics, who are going to be affected. Just calculating that how much seats are remained for competition and think that we could make it even now. Keep thinking that we are OBC, so it is in our profit then why to go for the support of that irritating Brahmin crowd, again crying on some just another issue. No, nothing, no feeling, nothing will touch our hearts …….
Who are we? what could we do, if the whole media attentions, if all the violent and silent campaigns just making nothing? We keep on hoping and at the next day, someone gave a comment like he has the right to define our destiny. Five years!! he know it and also know that we think of nothing so longer. Analysis of words, 24 hours channels predicting the statements and options and we got the same rubbish on each issue and noting really make us feel.Shame on us, we may go for forwards, might only be mailing for the whole day, we have the time to read stupid SMSs, going for discussion on girlfriends/boyfriends, but have not time to read something because everything look like the same and we feel no solutions. Yes! really there is not one, there is nothing, all over dark, if we don’t have the time to only write some lines of support on a few attempts, articles then we think we could make a change coming to us?
Keep forgetting things, keep moroning, keep voting for the same morons who do not even get one from the whole country to lead them and forcing us top accept the same, keep thinking the same moron as our future leader, whose all statements are calculated and he talks in predefined ways. Just keep guessing that they will say something against the things, they themselves have planned. Just joking …. one goes to Haward and came back without a single degree and enjoy his right from his birth to lead the youth and things just pose them as …….. we could do nothing, not even reading an article in once, in whole.
I do not claim that I am something or not a part of the same crowd. Same deadlines of work, projects,assignments, OTs, ENTs, same changing of proxies because messenger is not working, same searches on Google, have not someone done something on the same projects? I am no more special, really no one, who could be really affected. One, who has a brother in HAL and other one UP topper and he, himself working very well. Really nothing could affect, nothing should. Do not even have few minutes more to read that what someone give as answer even if someone do.
Hating myself like those boys which are even protesting at this moment and feeling ourselves alone and helpless. I will scream at top of my throats and will go to sleep just after coming back from office, every morning will be the same, every paper and channel will say the same, nothing will change here, nothing ……
I hate myself in so much helpless pose, just only thing I could do, as the protests are dying, is ……………
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